the chemistry that I haven't found

everyday i'm doin' this routine...
wake up in the morning... take a bath... eat my breakfast... starting my two wheels engine...up..up.. and away... passing by the usual route from my house to the office... three red lights i have to pass.. racing with others two-wheeled and four-wheeled engine.. sniffing bad exhaust from it...
roaming the engine wheel... and by the second i already in the office..
Doin' daily work... sittin' in front of the computer and start to get everythin' done perfectly..
and in the end of the day it's time to me to go home riding my motorcycle again....

gosh.. i feel like i'm so thankfull of my life now...

but wait.....

i think there's something missing... yeah...
i do think i miss the feeling of being missed from someone..
yeah.. i do feel like my conciences said to me everyday...

"man... your life is perfect now... but man... do you have someone to share your beautiful life like these..? c'mon... man... find your lover girl immediately.. "

hehe... it tickles me... for sure i want to fall in love again... i really do...
but what can i do now... i just haven't found her... at least not yet...

i dreamt about it everyday.. that someday she will emerge out of the blue and suddenly we jump into each other and i see alot of sparkle on her wonderfull eyes.. the chemistry that i had forgotten along..along time...

should i wait for one more year to feel that kind of experiences....?

i guess i must be patient and live this life as usual... plain.. alone.. and forsaken...